To Jack........

"The presence of your absense is everywhere."

I see you everywhere. I see you in my arms or in your daddy's arms.  Now that the days are so beautiful, I long to put you in your stroller and take you for a walk.  When I lay my head on my pillow, I sometimes close my eyes and reach out my arms....I imagine myself cuddling you. 

When I was pregnant with you, I used to tell everyone how BLESSED I was because I got to take you EVERYWHERE.  That is such an amazing feeling!!! Thank you, baby boy, for giving that to me. 

I know that you are present....I know that you are still with me.....you are always within me!!!

You are the love of my life, sweet boy!!!!