Today, on the day that marks four months since my beautiful baby boy was born into heaven, I am visiting my sister in Maine. I wanted some time on my own to spend with Jack so I went down to the beach. I always find myself drawn to beautiful places when I am needing to spend some one on one time with him. The ocean is one of my favorite places. I have always found peace there. Today was a misty day....you could feel the ocean water all around. The sky was grey and the ocean and sky just seemed to come together. The waves were full of whitecaps, rushing to the shore. I had the beach to myself. At this beautiful place, I could feel the power of God. I could feel some peace. I could feel Jack with me.
Jack.....my heart aches so STRONGLY for you today. I am trying to find comfort in knowing that you are in a place a million times more beautiful than where I was today. Mommy loves you......sweet, sweet baby!!!
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